Guys how to start and share my problem but I have to share it. So it is a story about love, commitment and sorrow. I am boy like the every normal kid you see on the road. Nothing much different, but I feel different about me. When I was 15, I got answers to many unanswered questions in my past. At the age where I don’t know difference between a girl and a boy I liked my cousin. But when I was a “to be man”, I came to know that I was in love with her. Sometimes in our life we feel that everything is on our side. Yes, frankly to say everything was on my side at that time. So I took time and waited ffor the right moment and I finally proposed her. When I proposed her it was not an immediate acceptance, but she reciprocated in a week( not exactly it took 7 or 8 days). To say we were like north pole and south pole. This magnetisation went in for few days. So finally I joined engineering course and like everybody I had friends, I had my tensions and I had my experiences and I had my own Engineering experiences. But one day came and the day I loved and equally hated it. So one of the interesting thing is, it was my 20^th birthday. So accidentally I started talking to a girl in my class itself. Our friendship went on strong and we began to understand to each other and we had same tastes. My magnet was strongly magnetised by her current in a conductor called engineering and finally an EM wave was produced called love. I still argue to myself is that love or attraction ? In a matter of days I came to know that she was also feeling the same. So final equation was I want her and she wants me. I want her and I  also want my child love and my first love. I want to cry and I want to shout and finally scream. I don’t know what is going to happen to me. But one thing I can say is to you guys is please guys don’t commit to any sort of relations in this age. Enjoy your life and be stipulated.

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Yours

anonymous