I don't why I have been that stubborn
with my father, but the situation was out of control. If one word would be
out of my father's mouth I would have hit him.(P.s to say I am afraid of
him) and I don't know the situation would have gone wrong. Finally my dad said
that it was such a waste to talk with me anymore. I replied "me too".
My dad angrily said" what did you say?" my dad stood up from the bed
and was about to hit me. My mom intervened and the situation came completely to
an end. My dad kept muttering that it is such a waste of time to have son
like me and blahblah and for god sake I didn't even care for it. It was on a
friday night. The night I could plan for the weekend. So morning I wake up and
on every morning my dad would salute me with a good morning and he would
lecture me of waking late and I was accustomed to it. But the thing didn't
happen. So I didn't care and I was happy that I escaped from his tiresome
lecture. Finally I got ready and it was a lab for me and busy. So finally I
waved a bye only for my mom and my mom reminded of telling bye to my dad, but I
ignored my mom.(at one stage we would never follow our mom's instructions..
Poor mom's) So finally I got to my bus stop and I could only think of my love.
Whether should I talk to her or not. So finally I saw her in college. I don't
know why but I get sweat when I talk to girls and almost every vein in my body
gets blood drained. So the same thing happens yesterday, today and everyday. So
the day was just normal going to lab, listening to classes , seeing my girl and
coming home by bus and humming the song in my i-pod(especially the rock
genres). When I came home it was something different. So as it was weekend my
dad was home early and if it was an ordinary dad I would give him a five, for
god's sake I would have given on that day and immediately remembered that I had
a quarrel with him. So finally had my evening fresh up and started working for
my blog.
So it was weekend and I was not in hurry for anything and I just
sat up on my study table and thought of cause and calamity off the quarrel. It
was a 8 month proposal for my dad getting the piano and it had been more than 2
years. I worked with all my butt on my grounds for my semester exam and yet he
didn’t buy me and that was the silly issue. But it led to bi distillations in
my house. My mom kept me warning it’s not nice to stop talking to dad like
this. But I said who cares mom and I don’t mean I don’t care my mom, but I do.
So anyway I woke up damn late on Sunday and it is the thing my father always
hated. So he saw me stared for me while and I even didn’t care him. So finally
my friends came and my day has just passed off with my them. But the issue was
burning. On the next day as usual it was Monday and it was the day I always
hated. But I woke up at normal time and got up ready and came to know that my
father had already left and even though I didn’t care and so everything went
fine and I went to college and same paragraph continues. So evening I
accidentally lifted land phone and came to know it was my dad and I kept silent
for a while and he just talked with me, and I too talked with some thing
normal. So finally he came home and I just stayed silent and didn’t talk with
him and the same thing went on for another two days. My mom kept warning that
is not a good thing and so I got realise. I was happy when I stayed silent with
my dad , because there was no one to lecture me and there was no one to scold
me and finally to say there was no limits to me. I was damn happy. But the girl
problem make me cry and made me depressed. No one asked me to do like this and like
that, but the thing need to be gone and once I felt depressed. But the reason I
wasn’t happy and I was depressed but I seemed happy and finally I wanted to say
sorry to my dad and it took me time but it is not that easy to ask forgive me
and it took time and for god’s sake I even browsed in google how to say sorry
to my dad. Finally I took all my heart weight and went on to say him and he was
in kitchen drinking water and I called “dad” yes “Chaitu”. I came to know that
he was not angry with me and instead he was wishing to talk with me. “Dad can I
ask you forgive me?” My dad said “ the mistake wasn’t yours “ but he also
didn;t say the mistake was his one . Finally after all the apologies I felt
happy for and I didn’t even remember the problem I was facing. Next morning I
woke up and once again my father started lecturing but I was happy for the
lecture and I said to my self”BACK TO NORMAL.”

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